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My list of unfinished works grows and grows...
I have at least 27 unfinished manips, 15 or so unfinished linearts (both colored and just lines) and I have about 3 digital paintings looking so neglected.
I find I have no inspiration to do them any more. I used to be all for making them, sharing and giving some away, now... *shrugs*
I find myself going through all the stunning stock photos and completed images of all the amazing people I follow on here and faving left and right, but with ever spark of inspiration comes the frustration of not being able to see any improvement in my work.
I don't even have the desire to upload the images of my QH colt, Jack, his momma and half-sister.
Today, I went through 500pieces of submitted stock and graphics by all the artists I follow, fav'd about 50 or so... searched some stock images of the 'Ford' logo as I had inspiration last night to do something with my obsession with Ford trucks... but when I open up photoshop I am hit with dread of creating another, not bad but not great piece.
I though this was a temp. thing, but it's been going on for a few months now. The pieces I have finished were out of obligation to friends and though they loved them, I hated them.
So I am sorry to my followers that actually like my 'art'. Maybe I'll get a spark again.. who knows...
thank you for the support.
I have at least 27 unfinished manips, 15 or so unfinished linearts (both colored and just lines) and I have about 3 digital paintings looking so neglected.
I find I have no inspiration to do them any more. I used to be all for making them, sharing and giving some away, now... *shrugs*
I find myself going through all the stunning stock photos and completed images of all the amazing people I follow on here and faving left and right, but with ever spark of inspiration comes the frustration of not being able to see any improvement in my work.
I don't even have the desire to upload the images of my QH colt, Jack, his momma and half-sister.
Today, I went through 500pieces of submitted stock and graphics by all the artists I follow, fav'd about 50 or so... searched some stock images of the 'Ford' logo as I had inspiration last night to do something with my obsession with Ford trucks... but when I open up photoshop I am hit with dread of creating another, not bad but not great piece.
I though this was a temp. thing, but it's been going on for a few months now. The pieces I have finished were out of obligation to friends and though they loved them, I hated them.
So I am sorry to my followers that actually like my 'art'. Maybe I'll get a spark again.. who knows...
thank you for the support.
Silent No More....
To few but loyal followers let me say I am truly sorry for my hiatus from this site.
I haven't done much art or writing in nearly a year now for oh so many reasons but that is no excuse to neglect something that always helped me express myself no matter how badly it came out.
To be honest, the last 11 months I have been on a rollarcoaster of a life and it is only now that I feel healed and me enough to start getting back into my art and poor writing. :-)
I want to speak out to you for a moment about something that has come to be a personal battle and mission of mine.
Domestic Violence.
Last March, I thought I found the man of my dreams,
Super Busy...
For those of you that actually follow me. *smirk* You noticed I haven't been around much.
Life on the new farm is busy with working and training.
the new editions are keeping my free time full.
I know i still haven't posted photos of the new colt but I am lazy... sorry! hahahahahah
I will try to get more stock up soon. TRY! hahaha
Busy in the real World
I may eventually upload new stock, but life is busy now.
I am working part-time in retail and started training horses professionally again.
I am steadily losing my access poundage and hope to be back down to a healthy weight by next spring when I start showing Gracie again.
Our new home in Alabama is wonderful. I love the acreage, the weather (minus the rain lol) and just how happy my Gracie mare has become since having so much room to run and play. She is definitely a bit claustrophobic and was quite nasty in the small paddocks of Southern Cali. Now, she actually as a pasture buddy and doesn't try to kill them on a regular basis.
I
My Tablet died...
this morning she opened GIMP for the last time.
*sigh*
I want to cry, seriously, I do. She has been showing signs of quitting for a few weeks now and I hoped she would hold out until I could finally secure a job and by myself a new one. One that comes with PSE. but alas, she died.
I won't be going anything until I can get a new one, I finished a custom for a friend this morning using my laptop's touch pad. It wasn't pretty. I might still be able to so come colored linearts here and there to try and satisfy my need to do art but...
I have had two friends graciously offer their spare tablets until I get a new one, I might take them u
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